我要被解雇了！

真无聊！
我在marble slab冰淇淋店 上班！
可是， 我要开除我自己了！

我在那里非常快乐啊！ 可是，就是看不过有些人。
。。。 我自己也是非常烂吧！

着是我的第一分工吧？
。。。 第一份 我回自得的工。

我生日与要到了， 真害怕没人回自得啊。

就是那般“兄弟”吗。 真的是兄弟吗！？
还是嘴角挂着如此啊？

我们的老大生日来了。。接下来是我的。。
真是。。。无聊。 当然没入忘记！

他们真的把我当兄弟吗？
可能国昌而以吧。可是。。。

大家都在改变。 我也如此啊， 对吗？
我。。。
快了的时候， 也是一个人
伤心的时候， 也是一个人。
好寂寞哦。。。 找人。。也没什么朋友啊。
哈哈。

以为没入了解我吧？

我的生活好像多姿多彩啊！
可是不以为然 ！
我根本没有所谓的朋友啊。。 都是捏造出来的。
每个人都是虚为的。

我好不甘心。
我对人都是 忠诚真诚！
只是。。。 真心绝情。 哈哈！

好了。。。

我最近再收集公仔！
还有！

我超喜欢一位女生的！！ 沛慈 ！！我觉得她超可爱的！！！


可爱吧！？
哈哈！ 不能说不可爱！！！ hahaha


我得名子又变了
Miya Koh 呼延觉罗 妙

you know sometimes.. I feel like.. giving up..
its like people don't understand me..

all of my friends seem to doubt me
talking like they know everything about me

before judge me, open up your eyes

Do I have to pull a Kanye to get the attention?
I told my mum about my dream, she say dream on.

So misunderstood, i take all in what i could

These few days very stress...

No.1 My birthday
No.2 work
no.3 studies
no.4 family
no.5 friends.

I hate birthday. esp mine.
My friends doesn't seems to remember my birthday..
The bunch of guys i called friends...
I use to organize their birthday and stuff.. but i'm just not cool enough for them to rmb..
8 years of friendship uh..
My birthday is coming... so i changed my date, to oct 20. yah
Means my birthday is over.. because i dont want people to know..

I'm fucking stress.

Work.

I work in the coolest place on earth,
AWESOME BOSS, AWESOME COLLEAGUE
but ..i'm not cool enough for them.

Studies
Needless to say...

Family and friends
Everyone thinks that my life is so colorful, beautiful, awesome, spectacular..
but it's a fake...

I don't feel happy ... I'm so much so happier when i have short hair...oh wait no.
I'm so much happier when idk anyone...

My birthday is coming....

I still remember...


L: so what u want for u present on ur bday?
M: hahaha, siao still so long!
L: NVM LA. LOL .
M: Hmm, i want...idk leh... maybe some love?

We didn't talk for a few second, we just smile and nod...

M: maybe u dont remember me anymore...
L: WHY NOT?
M: IDK!!?

... yah it really happen...

that day i gotten my love..the next day she don't remembers me anymore...

New hair.
My new hair is like bloody red?

Idk, quite cool huh.
hahahha

this few days, hmmm, not much date beside working.

Lol, ms. awesome? (alina) counted?
Oh well,

She funny and adorable. well, she express herself very.... open.
hahahaha

so yah, this few days, went home with her, sent her home except that icecream day, i scared will melt. ahhahahaha

oh well, hmmm, a date with odelia, like after so long .

fuck la, chee bye.
V. long nv go out with fred and jas .
abit weird leh.
but i think im more of a nuisance to them. hahahaha. i think la..

hmmmm :D


I fucking miss you.
Fucking rude, i miss you
hahahahahaha.
asdfggh

chaowosai motha fucka.



hahahahah
ori.

idk why, i feel so fucking random and just po pictures



LIL AZ


SHINODAXXXXXXXX



RUB RUB


GISELLE.



JESSICA. D:

ok. someone ask me,
EH MIYA TELL ME SOMEONE YOU MISS.
I SAY, IDK? ALFRED AND JAS?

But, i doubt so.
I went home thinking, who?
The ber from myraid added me, hmm i was thinking why?

Because of az. haha. i thought, theres nothing . so i pass him her msn .
but, i guess there is something.

maybe not.

i rmb the days we webcam.

arcade...
and stuff....

but idk.
yah, i was treating her like crap.
oh well...

but, am i really missing her or just because the myraid guy like her?

if he can treat az better, why not.

Black Veil bride is Back .

with new line up.








Andy Sixx ( Vocal )



SANDRA (DRUM)






ASHLEY (BASS) !a guy !



Chri$



Pan (Lead)

You all don't know how i feel.

None of you, know anything about me.

None of you know how i feel.

I've no one to depend on, no one to talk to.

Don't claim like as if you know me.

It just seems like as if I've a lot of friends and such. But, I don't.

I don't like people to be sad

I love to help .

I did whatever I can to help

But when everything is fine

I'm not important

When you are not all that

We are close friend, good friend, even best friend

But now?

I remember every single one of you.

But no one remember me.

Oh well. i suck.