I never told anyone about my life beside you.

Alot people look upon me,

Call me God cause I get laid often?

Call me rich cause i got a shop?

Call me cool cause im cool?

I'm not like those kids who are born to be like this. 

I work hard, and im not afraid to take stand.

and METAL SAVE MY LIFE.

In primary school, and secondary school I'm consistently being bullied by my friends/classmate.
I am just a weirdo to many of them but looks who banging different chick almost every different night, who is successful now?

During my elementary school, I am always the one that being bullied untill primary 6, when i took my stand and people respected me.
Oh well, High school / secondary school is like fucking fucked up for me man.
Im labelled as weirdo and fucked up kid and shit, cause the way i talk sense not just about dota and maple ..
thats why Agares introduce me to...metal.
Im not really hardcore in to this shit , im into rap music, Bboy when im 13-14...
but when im 15 i reached my rock bottom baby.

My 15 years old& 16 years old life...
really hard...
It was the rock bottom of my life...
I dressed like a weirdo , a non conformist...

I borrowed money to go to Palin Art school, a few hundred bucks from people and my saving to study what i want , and i need to keep it as a secret to my parents till now, cause they hate me studying fashion and stuff.
And I had a major depression and spent few hundred bucks going to my psychiatrist as well as studying
Everyday, I only eat bread but Im really truly happy :) At least my teacher, recognized me as someone worth teaching.
but because of im colorblind i couldn't go to TP ADM...wish had always been my dream..

I got no one to talk to during then... I don't really have friends at that time.
Thats the time, I am really in to heavy metal And Japanese visual Rock ,
Like poison, Skid row, X japan, GazettE, Motley Crue, GnR.. and shit and...Marilyn Manson.
No one could understand me, beside music.. beside Metal even till now.

I don't expect anyone to understand me, but those that understand me love me. those that dont start to hate.


This is not even 5% of what i been through, as i had been through much worse.
Find a something that can make you happy. Mine is her and what i left now
Rock N roll